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Love Torn Apart by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Love Torn Apart

I can't breathe without you- I can't live without you. The lonliness is suffocating, And only you can understand. You're so deep inside my head That I am lost without you by my side. My heart aches at your departure, But we'll see eachother again. Love torn apart can withstand The tests of time and temptation. We have to grit our teeth, Be strong, And hold on. It can only get better from here.

Pretty by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Pretty

Isn't she such a pretty thing, Kept up in her display? Adored, a goddess, But never really understood. How long can she be on that pedestal of hers, Before she rots away? Flawless eyes stare out at the world That will never acknowledge her brilliance. Such a shame, it really is, That her mind shall go to waste. "What a pretty girl" the people croon, Unaware of what they're really doing to her. Your adoring gaze Keeps her locked in her cage, Unable to set herself free. Her spirit is shaken, Her heart is broken, Her mind filled with intelligence that you'll never see. Yes, we know that she's a pretty thing. Let's see her be

Freak Show by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Freak Show

You see her every day, The Freak Show, as you call her. She walks with her head hung low, Her back arched and eyes on the floor. Why are you so cruel to her? She's really no different than you. Sure, sticks and stones may break her bones, But your words do so much more. Still, every day she trudges on, With that same stone-cold look on her face, Determined to prove the naysayers wrong. The Freak Show with the beautiful soul that you refuse to see. Blinded by your own ignorance, You can't see the beauty inside, trapped inside her binding skin. You scorn her, but she smiles at you and wishes you well. How can you condemn a girl

Love by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Love

I never thought I'd meet someone like you. You brought out the best in me- A feat that no one could ever do. You changed my life for the better, for good, Made me break down my boundaries, Something I thought I never would, and never could. I cared more for you than for anyone else, I could never imagine my life without you. To suffer that way would be my form of Hell. I'd give everything I have to you, If it meant you'd never leave me, I never thought myself good enough To find a love so true. You love me for who I am, not what I can offer, Even though many a-time, Our opinions vastly differ. I never thought I could feel this

Sister.Of.Mine. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Sister.Of.Mine.

It's a shame I never knew you, You were pulled away too soon. You had died so very young: A baby, barely out of mother's womb. And now you lie in a tiny tomb. Now I'll never get to see you. I want to remember anything- Anything at all, And it hurts so much that I can't, Because I had been too young. Too young to understand That I had a sister Who is now dead. I see the photographs Of you and your hospital bed. So small, so helpless and untainted, Never to greet your mother's arms again. I shouldn't be crying as bad as I do, But still, it kills me that I never knew you. I think we would have been great friends.

Our.World. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Our.World.

The human race- A miracle, Or just a fucking waste? Living trash, Sin on legs, Filth that dominates the world... Growing worse each passing day. We cut down our fellow man To gain a sense of pride. It's impossible to sit back, relax, And try to enjoy the ride. Another war calls for our name- And we wonder...why?- Why is there such evil in our place? The evil that makes your children cry? Such a disgrace... Our human brothers lay homeless in streets, Lying pitifully at a cold Grim Reaper's feet. Another woman's out whoring tonight, Just so that she may afford to eat right. A young man is shot dead in mid-summer L.A. Becaus

Addiction.Fixation.Salvation. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Addiction.Fixation.Salvation.

Oh, my sweet addiction, Disgusting fixation, My body's so cold. I'm suffering withdrawls. I need your salvation. I'd inject your love into my veins, And wouldn't mind how the punctures leave pain. I just want to have you inside me, Cleanse me, fill me, Bring me that high again. Your love's addictive like a pill, One that doesn't heal, only kill. But I'd do anything to feel that pain, To know that you're even there, I'll take the chances, I need you still. I'm aching to feel your touch, I need you to hurt me, this feeling's too much. I'm addicted to the pain you cause me, And the pleasures that it brings. I wish I didn't nee

Friends by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Friends

Friendships mended- Time can heal. Emotional swords lay sheathed for now Your words left scars upon my heart But now I think it's about time For us to get a brand new start Our words were cruel, The words of fools, Caught up by lies Blinded by sadness, Anger at a friendship torn. For days, my heart, my mind, And my spirit were forlorn Consumed by memories of your hurtful words And how I thought you had betrayed me. But now, my friend, The severed bonds shall heal And we'll bury the hatchet And hopefully- We'll never fight again.

REVENGE by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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REVENGE

Surrounded by the bodies of my enemies Watching them bleed as they did to me Wearing that sadistic grin of mine, I laugh as they realize that now is their time My revenge exacted, I now stand tall, Watching as every last one of them falls I grin as they approach their demise Observing it all from my blank, stone-cold eyes Hatred boils inside of my veins As I am rushed by memories of shame Memories of their lies, their cheating ways, And how they made life a Hell every day These are the people that I had once loved But they were quick to bail when times got rough And now it's a tale of push-came-to-shove, But when I am done pus

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Bleed. Die. Scream. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Bleed. Die. Scream.

I want to feel myself bleed Just to know that I'm alive Born to a neglecting family, an unwanted seed, Barely able to survive. Forced to grow up so fast- I search for a way out The euphoric bleeding cannot last- Before I'm pushed back into the cold Alone, pathetic, bleeding, screaming Wrist decorated by the grim scars This is my cross to bear, Full of tormented memories, my mind is teeming, screaming. I want to go too far-I want to go that far Shatter the vein that keeps me alive to relieve the agony of living this life That is the thing for which I strive If it means leaving this mess behind- Yes... I really want to die.

Words. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Words.

Rage lies beneath my surface, Twisting and gnawing at my heart Haunted by the image of your face, Taunted by your nonchalance Memories of your abuse, your angry words and slurs, I used to think I'd die for you- When I uttered those three words But now three different words leave these lips of mine I hate you I hate the man-the boy-who I thought was once so fine I'd grown tired of your habits, your lies, your tricks And how the thought of being close to you Made me feel sick-I couldn't take it You made me bleed, you made me cry Left bruises as grim, purple signs And I, the fool, did not know why Finally I say these words... L

Jaded. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Jaded.

I feel bound- Tied down Forced to be someone I'm not Feelings that had been so pure Are now tainted I'm jaded Lost within this lie I've grown exhausted I don't know if I can take it What is the point in all of this? All it does is make me cry. I once thought our love was true But I've become tired of you And tired of all your games Sick of putting on a happy face Sick of kisses full of lies I have lied for much too long I am sickened by your eyes- So full of love and care, Genuine affection That I know I cannot bare I feel so damn alone Even though you are right there I think the time for lies is up, Time to face reali

Checkerboards. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Checkerboards.

I trace the paths along my wrist- Checkerboard inlaid in skin. Feel the ache, Let blood wash it away. This checkerboard, Created by blade, Is my only solace-a twisted game. Push deeper, Carve harder. I wonder if I'll win again- Live to see another day. Create another checkerboard. Drops of blood play as the pieces. This is my never-ending cycle, This is my never-ending game.

Beat. Me. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Beat. Me.

Tired of being misunderstood Mistreated and abused Tired of being beaten down So sick of being used Like a toy of your convienence, I always come back for more But now this life has reached its toll I cannot take it anymore. I'm not some ragdoll to be thrown Broken and limp upon the floor Bruised, bloodied and beaten... Too scared to move Afraid to make a sound Cowered in a corner Enshrouded by fear As you slowly rip from me Everything that I hold dear Beat me, Hit me, Cut me, Bruise me, Fuck me, Use me, Kill me. It will all be over soon.

REVENGE by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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REVENGE

Friends by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Friends

Addiction.Fixation.Salvation. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Addiction.Fixation.Salvation.

Our.World. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Our.World.

Sister.Of.Mine. by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Sister.Of.Mine.

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- In My Eyes - by ash-interrupted, literature

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- In My Eyes -

I tried to listen To the things you said But I couldn't stop the voices Inside my head I thought it would end If I could forget I tried to pretend And that I regret Because it's eating me alive It never ever goes away It's strangling me inside And suffocates me more each day It's driving me insane I can't take this anymore I hate myself, I'm a useless bitch, A filthy fucking whore I can't see anything but red I hate this place inside my head I'm fucking crazy just like they said I'd kill myself, but I'm already dead 'Cause I ignored it for too long And I believed in my own lies Now it's too late, my soul is gone You can

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Love Torn Apart by razorbladeXmarks, literature

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Current Residence: Kenosha, Wisconsin
Favourite genre of music: Rock, metal, grunge, punk, emo
Favourite style of art: Black and white photography.
MP3 player of choice: MiniDisc players.
Skin of choice: Human.
Favourite cartoon character: InuYasha
Personal Quote: "It's better to burn out than to fade away"

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Various people.

Favourite Movies

Girl, Interrupted, Heathers, 13, Party Monster, Kill Bill vol.1

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

S.O.A.D., Three Days Grace, Nirvana, Sex Pistols, Motley Crue, the White Stripes, Seether, Tuuli

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe, Aldous Huxley, Joe Meno, Susanna Kaysen, Tommy Lee

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy 7 and the Sims 2

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I am always armed with a pen, paper and a Mountain Dew.

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razorbladeXmarks

Sep 2, 2005

Heartache and New Beginnings

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Going without him is driving me insane. I love him, I truely do, and I know he loves me in return. My heart is with him always, but it's just so hard sometimes. Resisting the temptations and the pressure from my friends is enough to make me uneasy. Why would my friends support my heartbreak so much? It hurts. But I guess I am being overdramatic. I've been doing that a lot lately. Lakeview brings about new friends and new opportunities. A chance to be more social, and do better what I failed at last year. This is my clean slate, my only one for the rest of high school. I can't mess this up. I kicked my locker so hard my toe bled through my st

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Jul 1, 2005

Alone and Lonely (EDIT)

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Listening to: "Breathe (2 AM)" Anna Nalick Reading: Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen Watching: America's Next Top Model This really sucks. Everything seems to be slowly decaying, and I feel like I am losing everything, and soon, I won't have anything left. I won't be seeing Ivan for a while, and it fucking hurts. As much as I love him, I want someone who can just hold me and love me (outside of pre-arranged weekends). I feel so fucking hollow and sad-I barely had the strength to climb out of bed this morning at 10 AM. I hate living this way. I feel so damn helpless. Good opportunites just sort of dangle in front of me just to be pulled

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Jul 1, 2005

Alone and Lonely

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sick-sin

Jun 28, 2005

YOU HAVE BEEN EXWHORECISED.

Spread the hemp-lingerie-g-through-h-spot love-in. Pick any of your friends ( rented or otherwise ) who you think don't get much love ( blow up companion(s) notwithstanding ) and DROOL ON 'EM (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage and/or post noodie pics as a reasonable facsimile)

*Exwhorecising* RULES:

1- You can grope/drool on the person who done ya ( nothing says I lust ya like reverse stalking, indeed )

2- You can grope/drool on the same person as many times as you see fit ( put that Viagra subscription to good use )

3- You -MUST- spread the droolage. At least 1 drool or seeing/typing canine lickage per person ( what are you saving it for, fecker?)

4- You should drool/grope in public -specifically on public transportation and/or whilst in drive-through phallic sausage joints

5- Random kisses are perfectly okay ( just keep your snout out of the nibbly areas, please, we don't want lawsuits, now, do we)

6- Please, don't worry about same gender grope-age/droolage ( * specifically applicable to female-female dynamics )

7- You should most definitly get started grope-ageing/drooling right away ( statute of limitations/by-laws for litigation action may lapse shortly

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